There are times in your life that things all [seem to] go wrong and there's nothing you can do about it. You're totally disappointed with yourself, feel like a loser and you just want to run away and leave everything behind. But there's this one thing in your life that lifts your spirit and helps you overcome all these terrible things. I wish I had that one thing...

I just decided to drop Finance. you have no idea how relieved I am right now.
I think(!) I watch TV too much. I have to do something about it too.